ridiculous

I've found that sometimes I do ridiculous things for ridiculous reasons. At the time in my head it seems like a good idea but then after the fact I realize that I've been acting like a 12 year old girl and I need to sober up so to speak. Why do I do these things?

And now a picture of me on New Years Eve.

Yes, I am wielding a machete at a Christmas tree, the smoke is someone's breath. Machetes are good entertainment.